i shouldn't be allowed to have a blog lol.

I seriously am so bad. AHH. I can never write on here lol. I only had one day left on my challenge anyway, and it was:

Day 30- Create a collage of your pictures you take in one day and post them up.

Yeah, too bad my camera is broken. This 30 day one kinda sucked. Once again, I have nothing cool to update with. I really need to get the wireless working again. I miss my laptop.

Xoxo.

more catching up..haha i am bad!

Man, I really hate not having wireless on my laptop. I can hardly get on the computer! Haha. Sorry for slacking. :)

Day 27- Something that inspires you.

I don't have anything in particular that inspires me. I have a few people who inspire me though, of course! My parents inspire me every day to do the best I can. My dad works a super hard job five days a week and my mom is working a job she absolutely hates. I have a few friends who are moms and when I see them with their babies it inspires me to be a good mommy. I can't wait til I am one!

Day 28- Write a letter to someone you haven't talked to in a long time.

Dear Josh,

It's weird to think that you left this earth a month ago yesterday. I know people always regret not talking after someone is gone, and they're right. Remember summer of 9th grade? Well, 10th grade for you haha. We were pretty tight. :) You, Alyssa, Phil and I always hung out and watched projected movies in your backyard, went swimming and rode around in your car. Man, you loved that thing. I really miss you and I think about you a lot. I really do regret drifting away from you those few short years. I miss riding the bus with you and you were ALWAYS late. I mean, ALWAYS. I could always expect you to be running out last minute as we were about to pull away haha. You were seriously one of a kind and I wish your babies could've gotten to know you a lot better. I love you very much, you're always in my heart. <3

Love,

Mariah

Day 29- Things you're looking forward to in the next week/month.

I am looking forward to losing more weight, going home to watch Sayward graduate, maybe starting a bowling league with Lane and Ali's baby shower! Woo! :)

So I had another doctors appointment yesterday and I have lost a total of 15.6 pounds in 34 days! So I weigh 169.4 pounds. :) Yay! Only 14.4 more pounds to go! He said it would probably take me another month and a half to lose it, which is fine with me! I am in no rush haha. 30 pounds in 3 months is good for me. Lane's cousin, Laken, is doing it with me now too! So I have a buddy to go walking and stuff with lol. Cause I'm super lazy. ;)

I seriously need a new job. I don't make enough money to save. :( Boo. I save it for a little while and before I know it, it's gone. I need to be making like, $10.00 an hour. That would be awesome. This $8.25 shit just ain't cuttin' it.

Xoxo.

happy mothers day!

Today is one of my favorite days of the year. :) I LOVE Mother's day! Number one, because I get to show my mommy why I appreciate the number one woman even MORE than I already do! And number two, because I cannot WAIT til I'm a mommy and can celebrate this day with everyone else! I just wanted to take the time to say why I appreciate my Mommy so much.

She is the one who gave birth to me obviously, so she loved me even before I was here. :) She had to carry my fat ass in her stomach for nine months lol! She had to tolerate all of the backaches, headaches, fatigue, cramps, weight gain, contractions and the BIRTH of me! She fed me, clothed me, kept me clean, changed my diapers and helped me learn. She has been my savior, my best friend, my enemy, my shoulder to cry on and my support. Most importantly, she has made me into the woman I am today. I don't know where I would be 20 years later without you. I love you so much! Thank you for everything you have done for me and the girls, you are my best friend and my life. We are so lucky to have you. Have an amazing Mother's day.

Xoxo.

day 26!

Your favorite quote.

"This too shall pass."

I'm getting it tattooed on my foot. :) It's inspirational to me because I always dwell on things and this reminds me that I'll get through whatever I'm going through at the time. Everything passes eventually. This quote is just ME. And I love it. <3

Today is Jenni's baby shower and unfortunately, I couldn't go home to be there for it. :( I love you Jen! I wish I could be there for you! But on the bright side for me, I get to go to another baby shower! Lane plays on a baseball team called the Dirtbags and one of his teammates' fiance is pregnant. :) Her name is Bridget and she is so adorable haha I love her and all the Dirtbag wives. I'm going to have so much fun!

Xoxo.

day 25!

Recommend a few Blogger's and write why you recommend them.

I definitely recommend my best friends:

Jennie, Calee and Mike Martinez

http://mikejencalee2010.blogspot.com/

Bridget and Kyle Westover

http://bridgetdowneywestover.blogspot.com/

 I love reading about what's going on in their lives and their thoughts! I never get to see them and I miss them both so much. :( Love you guys!!

Xoxo.

catching up, again! :)

Day 22- A picture of what you wore today.

My work uniform. :( I'll put a picture up later haha I don't have one right now.

Day 23- Post up all the sites you use.

Wow, this might be kinda long lol. K lets see..

-Facebook
-Myspace
-Tumblr
-Blogger
-Yahoo
-Msn
-Xanga

-Google

That's all that come to mind right now. :)

Day 24- Step outside your front door of the house, what do you see?

I see the road, my front yard which consists of beautiful flowers and grass, my car, the driveway, our garbage cans, the mailbox, the sky, ya know. ;)

Okay, so I went for my weigh in yesterday and in a total of 29 days I have lost 14.3 pounds! :) That's awesome! My nurse said I'm above average, they only anticipate most people to lose about 11 pounds. So I'm very proud of myself! Haha I just can't wait to be skinny and then start working on my muscles. ;) Also, this week I'm getting more hours in at work and I'm super excited about it. I worked eight hours yesterday and today I work 12-8 and tomorrow I work 12-9. Thank goodness! These hours have been seriously needed. They usually don't let us work that many hours in a day, so I'm surprised. But I'll take it! Gotta make that money, honey! Lots of crap to buy! Lol!

Xoxo.

day 21!

What do you look for in a guy/girl?

Obviously, what girl doesn't want a guy who's good looking, respectful, polite, funny and pretty much just dreamy? Yep, my dream man. But my man is perfect enough for me. :) I love him just the way he is! <3

I really really really really don't want to go to work today! I freaking worked six days last week and my only day off was yesterday and now I'm back to work again... Awesome. I'm going for my weigh in before work, so tomorrow I will update on how much weight I've lost as well. :) Yay. I hope everyone has a good day!

Xoxo.

day 20!

What did you eat today?

I two Jack in the Box tacos, a cup cake, half of a chocolate chip cookie, some pork, corn and salad. And that's about it I think!

Xoxo.