day 19;

Do you get jealous of your friends easily? If you do, how come?

Um, I don't anymore. I used to get SO jealous! I love all of my friends equally and they can hang out with whomever they want haha. I've grown up a lot. :) 

Xoxo.

day 18;

A picture that pops up when you type your name into Google.

 This cute baby. :)

Xoxo.

day 17;

Your highs and lows of the past year.

Highs:

-Me and Lane's one year anniversary.

-I got a job in Vegas.

-My amazing niece, Calee was born.

-We got our cat, Bristol.

-I moved to Las Vegas.

Lows:

-Spending 1000s of dollars on my car.

-Being without a job for three months.

-Moving away from my friends and my job.

-Jordan dying.

-Getting fatter.

That's all I can think of right now. :)

Xoxo.

day 16;

What's your biggest pet peeve/piss off? Why?

I have a few. I HATE snoring/loud breathers.

I freaking HATE it when people breathe on me. I don't know why, I just don't like the feeling.

I hate loud chewers.

That's all I can think of. I know there are more.. I have a lot lol!

Xoxo.

YES!

I GOT A MOTHA' EFFIN' JOB! OH YEAH, OH YEAH! I AM SO STOKED!

I officially work at Smashburger! :DD 

Xoxo.

day 15;

A picture of myself from a year ago.

 Haha horrible picture, but this is one of me from a year ago today. I look pretty different, I think! This picture is my most recent, it was taken two days ago. Crazy how time flies! 

 

Xoxo.

day 14;

Someone you see yourself being with/marrying in the future.

Obviously,  it's Lane! I love him so much. He's my favorite person in the world and I don't see myself without him for a very long time. I hope we get married. I would love to have his babies. ;)

Speaking of Lane and I, yesterday was our one year anniversary! I can't believe I put up with his ass for a whole year haha. Oh I love him a lot! <3

Xoxo.

day 13;

Somewhere you'd like to visit.

I would LOVE to visit London, England. Everything just sounds amazing. I love the accent, the environment, everything! Ohh yeahh.

 

Xoxo.

day 12;

Bullet your whole day.

• Get in the shower
• Get back on the computer until my hair is done drying.
• Get ready for the day.
• Go to Lane's baseball game.
• Come home?
• Go to Lindsey's birthday dinner.
• Come home.
• Bed.
  
  Xoxo.

day 11;

Put your iPod on shuffle and write down the first ten songs that come up.

1. Come clean- Hilary Duff.
2. Closing Time- Matchbox 20.
3. I Hate This Part- Pussycat Dolls
4. My Life Be Like- Grits.
5. Just To Get High- Nickelback
6. Your Love Is My Drug- Ke$ha.
7. This Is Why I'm Hot- MIMS
8. Lovers And Friends- Lil Jon And The Eastside Boys
9. Dilemma- Kelly Rowland
10. Candy Kisses- Amanda Perez.

Xoxo.

day 10;

Discuss your first love.

Well, I thought I was in love for about four years of my life with Tony Rose.

 

I know I wasn't IN love with Tony, it was just infatuation. But for a long time he was the only person I told things to and I talked to. I really did love him, just not the love that I thought.
I've found that love now, with Lane Joseph Kirby. 

I think the real difference between Tony and Lane, is I'm actually in a relationship with Lane. We've done a lot more things than Tony and I had done. Lane listens and cares about me, he's sweet, he does things for me and he's my best friend. I trust him with everything. I love him so much! I'm so thankful for the day he knocked on my door. Haha I love you baby!

Xoxo.

day 9;

How you hope your future will be like.

I want to graduate school by 24, ALL of school. So I'm going to be working VERY hard.  I want to be a second grade teacher, but I'm not sure where I want to work yet, or move to. I want a family by 25. By family I mean married and have one baby lol. Um.. That's all! (:

Xoxo.

day 8;

A picture of you and the person you feel closest to at this time.

 I definitely feel the closest to Abby as of now because she is one of my best friends and I can talk to her about literally, anything. It's never weird or awkward.

And Lane as well. He's my best friend.

I love you.

Xoxo.

aaaalmmmmosssst time for bbbeddd (:

Let's start off with your relationship status:


Taken! Happily. <3

Person you have feelings for shows up at your house, you say?


We live together lol.

Last person you talked on the phone with?
^ 

Lane.

Do you think you will have the same best friend a year from now?


Hell yeah.

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?


Nope! I'm the oldest.

Will this weekend be a good one?


I hope so! Lane is playing baseball. (:

Will tomorrow be better than today?


Who knows.

What do you currently hear right now?


The tv and me typing.

What was the last thing to go into your mouth?


Water.

Relationships or one night stands?


A relationship. 



What's something you want really bad right now?


I want Lane really badly. Oh, and sleeeep.

Are you really bad? 

Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?


Sometimes, I can be kind of passive.

Do you miss anyone?


I miss Laney right now. And my family a ton. ):

What is stressing you out most right now?


Not having a job. Fuck my life.

Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?


Yes lol. Not really fun.

What do you usually do right when you wake up?


Check my phone.

Are you looking forward to anything?


Yes! Texas Roadhouse tomorrow!

How late did you stay up last night?


Four in the morning. ):

Will your next kiss be a mistake?


No, no, nooo, definitely not. :)

Last person you were in a car with other than family?


Katelyn.

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name?


Massacre.

In the past 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?


Yep!

Xoxo.

survv..so boreddd.

1. If you adopted a puppy with two heads, would you give both heads a name?
Lol um, yes actually, I think I would.

2. Does your image of GOD have a white beard?
No, that's Santa Claus.

3. Were you born a manual birth or cesarean section?
Normally. (:

4. Do you prefer your potatoes baked in the microwave, or oven?
Yeah, I don't really like potatoes. I love fries. That's about it.

5. If you won a free room makeover, what room would you choose to get redone & why?
Well considering I share a room with Lane, we would have to compromise on something. I want a bigger room overall.

6. Do you spend more time watching T.V or being on the computer?
Being on the computer!

7. Do you find 'ghetto' kids annoying?
No lol.

8. Do you know anyone with down syndrome?
Nope!

9. Do you think gay men are more accepted then gay women?
No, less. Much less.

10. Do you find it hard to get out of a waterbed?
Yes, sort of lol.

11. If you HAD to pick up one bad habit (druggy, smoking, alcohol etc) what would you choose?
Wow, that's hard. I'd pick druggy. And by druggy, I mean weed. Not anything hardcore like cocaine or heroine. Alcohol is horrible and damages your liver and smoking cigs is just as bad for you.

12. Do you look at your parents as an example of what to become, or who not to be?
I would love to be as financially successful as my father and as determined and independent as my mother.

13. What's one thing you're parents have done that you've said "I'll never do that to my kids" ?
Not let me kids drive right away. Seriously mom, that sucked lol.

14. Going to someone's house for the first time, do you envision what their house looks like beforehand?
Yes lol.

15. Can you tell a fake smile from a real smile?
YEP.

16. If you had the choice of changing ANYTHING on yourself and having it come true, would you sacrifice not talking to your best friend ever again?
NO.

17. Are you scared of people with tattoos on their face?
Not scared, just confused. Why the hell would you do that?
 
18. Do you think we should be limited to two children?
NO! I want like, four children! But some parents should never have even had kids.

19. Do you think divorce should be banned?
No way. Guarantee no one would get married if that happened.

20. When you laugh do you tend to throw your head back or lean forwards?
Both haha.

Xoxo.

day 7;

Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I'm a Scorpio and honestly, I think I'm kind of like, half Scorpio, half something else lol. I'm like a Scorpio because I'm VERY moody, emotional, passionate, jealous and obsessive.

But on the other hand, Scorpios are supposed to be very forceful, driven, sexy people. And I just don't feel I'm any of those. And a lot more lol. Like I said, I think I'm just somewhere in the middle. But the parts of me that are Scorpio, are very strong.

Xoxo.

Valentines day.

Yesterday as you know, was Valentines day. This was by far the best Valentines day I've had! Lane bought me the most beautiful roses.

 He's so funny. He was all, "Babe there were other ones like this, but they all had shitty roses. So I just put all the good roses in yours." Haha how caring.

For dinner we went to Macayos, this awesome Mexican restaurant with his brother and his girlfriend, Ali. After dinner we went to go see Just Go With It with Adam Sandler who is by far one of my favorite actors! I wish the movie had turned out a little better, though. Lane was just so cute the whole night. I love him so much!

Our one year is on the 22nd, and I can't wait to share it with him. I love you babe!

Xoxo.

day 6;

30 interesting facts about your life.

1. I will be 21 in 278 days. (:

2. I am in love with Lane Joseph Kirby.

 3. I was born in Phoenix, Arizona.

4. My best friend is Katelyn Christine Mortensen.

5. I want to be a second grade teacher.

6. I've had five jobs in four years, not really by choice.

7. I've lived in three different cities in the past three years.

8. Bread is my favorite thing in the world.

9. My favorite color is hot pink.

10. I am an auntie to a couple of cuties! Two on the way!

11. My family is the most important thing in the world to me.

12. I know how to flirt when I like you. If I don't, I'm kind of a bitch. :/

13. I wish I could say I have no regrets.

14. I get jealous when it comes to Lane and girls I know he's messed around with. But I think that's normal.

15. I only hate, truly hate, three people. MS, KY and AL.

16. I hate this whole idea of growing up.

17. When I very first start school, I am SUPER motivated. But that goes away in a few short weeks.

18. I have a dog, a cat and a hedgehog.

19. I have two younger sisters. I love them.

20. I love sports! I played basketball, volleyball and softball.

21. I love the Saints, the Jazz and the Yankees. (:

22. I thought I was in love before Lane, I was wrong.

23. I wish I was more independent.

24. I am TOO nice. To everyone.

25. My favorite thing to do is eat. I look forward to my daily meals.

26. I love my iPhone and my MAC.

27. I REALLY miss my friends. Jennie, Jenni, Danzie, Sam, Kirsten, Katelyn and Abby.

28. I miss living in St. George. Mostly because I miss my job at Iggy's.

29. I hate snoring, loud breathing and when people chomp on their gum/food.

30. Babies are the best thing on this earth.

update!

Day 4; talk about your pets, or the pets you would like to have.

Okay, so at my house in Tooele I have a dog, a cat and a hedgehog!

This is Shelby, I've had her for almost ten years now. She is such a fun dog. She's so hyper and she's always happy to see me when I come home. (: I hated leaving her when I went to college cause she's my puppy. And I dread the day she dies cause I won't be there with her. ): But I love her so much. <3

This is my kitty, Bristol. She hasn't been with us long but I seriously love her so much! She is such a funny cat! And soooo smart! I adore her. Most cats hate water, but she seriously LOVES it. Every time I turn on the sink, she comes running haha. She is so cute. The last time I was home, she just cuddled with me all night and she purred so loud. Aww I love her. <3

This is Nina. She is my sisters hedgehog and she is SO funny! She gets scared easily and she makes this REALLY funny sound haha. But when she comes out, she is such a cutie! I love her cute little button eyes and her little nose. She's kind of a strange pet, but she's definitely amazing. I love her. <3

Here is a funny video of Nina haha.

At my house in Vegas, we have two pets. Ali the dog and Franklin the turtle.

This is my Ali bum! She is THE sweetest dog you'll ever be around. She loves to give lots of kisses and snuggles up to you a lot! I love her like she was my own. She's the best dog! <3

This is Franklin! Haha he is the most funny turtle, ever. He does the craziest things in his cage! I like him especially cause he reminds me of my own turtle, Buddy. I miss her a lot. ): But I love you Franklin! <3

If I could have ANY pet in the world, though, it would be a Tiger. My favorite animal ever. <3

Day 5; a picture of yourself as a baby.

Yeah, I was a cutie! ;)

Xoxo.

day 3;

A picture of yourself today.

Well, I'm not ready yet! Haha it's only 9:15 A.M. so I'll make sure to take a picture and post it here later.

The Jazz game was SO fun yesterday! Lane and I had a blast. My dad got us the VIP dinner, parking and seats! We were on row B, which is one row away from the floor. HELLA! The only thing that would've been better was if the Jazz had actually won, or they were playing a better team.

Anyway, it was so fun. Thank you SO much Dad!

Today I'm having breakfast with Jenni. (: Haven't seen her in a while. Also, I'm going to Wendover to see my Grandma and my Uncle! Dinner with Sam tonight and when Danzie gets off I'm going to see her as well! Busy, busy day haha! It'll be too soon to leave tomorrow, but oh well.

Xoxo.

day 2;

Your favorite song of the moment.

It's Teenage Dream by Katy Perry. It's just so upbeat and I LOVE the lyrics! It's exactly how I feel about Lane haha. I love that song!

Tonight is the Jazz game! It should be interesting considering Jerry Sloan stepped down yesterday.. Hm, we'll see how it goes! But I'm super excited!!

Xoxo.

day 1;

Current relationship status. If single, discuss how the single life is.

I am most definitely NOT single! I am taken, by Lane Joseph Kirby. Things have been a little back and forth lately, good and bad. He seriously pisses me off, but I love him. He's my man and I'll stick by him. Love ya babe!

Xoxo.

day 30- a picture of yourself.

My most recent picture of me, haha.

I love doing these little 30 day blog challenges! I think I'm going to do more haha. It gives me a lot to write about.

So, I'm going home tomorrow. YES! I seriously am SOOO excited! I need to get away haha. Not being rude or anything, but I've just been REALLY missing my family and friends. It'll be good to go home for a couple of days.

Friday Lane, my family and I are going to the Jazz game. Stoked! It'll be an awesome time cause poor Lane has never been to one professional basketball sporting event before! So I know he'll really enjoy it.

Saturday we'll be making a little trip out to Wendover to see my grandma and uncle! I'm pretty excited for that as well! Saturday will also be a day for me to see my friends. (:

Damn, I'm excited.

xoxo

Day 29- a picture of someone you miss.

I miss so many people, it's dumb. Mostly, I miss my family. They get me through everything. I'm so thankful for my father, because as of today, he just put another $1100 into my car. I love you, Daddy.

I really miss my Mommy and sissys. Thank God I'll be seeing all of my family in a couple of days.

I miss my best friends. Jennie especially! Considering she lives 10588594 miles away. ): Jk, but Hawaii does seem that way. I miss my niece as well. I love you Calbug!

I miss Katelyn, Kirsten, Danzie, Sam, Abby and Jenni as well.

I love you guys!!!

Xoxo.

i am so horrible at this!

I seriously am SO horrible at posting lately! I've kind of been out of internet as well, so I have quite a bit to catch up on!

So anyway, day 25- a picture of your night.

My night consisted of watching Jersey Shore! Of course. God I love that show.

Day 26- A picture of something that means a lot to you.

My promise ring, my boyfriend, my family, and my niece, Calee. Obviously the first three are pretty self explanatory, but Calee means a lot to me because she's my best friends baby. I seriously LOVE when my friends have kids, cause it's like they're family. (: I'm about to have another baby nephew as well! Yay!

Day 27- a picture of yourself and a family member.

I love my sister Sayward.

Day 28- a picture of something you're afraid of.

I'm afraid of me and my family and friends dying, serial killers and spiders! Ahh.

Day 29- a picture that can always make you smile.

Ahahaha never fails!

Xoxo.

day 24- a picture of something you wish you could change.

If I could change anything, it would be being closer to my family. Las Vegas is just too far! I love living in Vegas, I just wish my family was here with me or lived in like, St. George or something. I miss them.

 Xoxo.

day 23- a picture of your favorite book.

Alright, so my absolute favorite BOOKS are the Pretty Little Liars series.

These are hands down the best books I've read. They're about teens, which I like. And it has a TON of mystery and suspense. And drama! Which I LOVE. These are my favorite books ever. Ahh I love them!!

Xoxo.